if i start this poem
with no idea what it will say
if i keep writing with no theme in mind
with no message of any kind
with nothing but the compulsion to write
to type
something that may, eventually, mean something
to me
to you
to maybe every-you
could that be enough?
if i start this poem
with no goal in sight
with nothing but the sunlight
to illuminate the page
and the ink that flows out of the tip
and stain the paper
as I sip tea and ponder wonder think
should i drink water instead?
could that be enough?
if i continue writing this poem
into its third stanza
still unclear as to its meaning
but aware that i am moving forward
into the unknown
quietly, but intently
because i know that i am now somewhere i wasn’t when i was at the start
and my heart is warming up…
could that be enough?
and what if this is a warm-up poem?
what if this is the process i go through to prepare for the “real” poems
the ones with themes and metaphors and similes and jokes that please
and let’s not forget rhymes
but those poems don’t emerge from nowhere, there are thousands of lines
that get written and only a few make it to the ether
between me and you.
what if this is a warm-up poem?
is it enough?
it’s a vital step in the journey to get to the “good” stuff.
we’re so product hungry
finished and glossy is what makes it in our society
and this is just a peek into the backstage
the VH1 behind the page look
into how we get pieces that are much bolder
much louder
much more produced.
but i think i know my answer now.
this poem is a key part of the how
and my how is just as important as my what
so i’m gonna strut my warm-up poem
up and down the red carpet
‘cause it is exactly what i need to show right now.

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